So I pretty much forgot I had this blog and its not like it is frequently read so im sure all of my "fans" out there dont care but here is a new update on my life...
I have been working as a nanny since Jan 1 which is great the kids are sweet and no trouble and I get paid a lot but as my student loans are due and going to cost me 1000/mo i cant really afford my life anymore so im moving home... Now I think this could be a really great descision but im conflicted...
I know there is a lot of work on the west coast but ill not be making the $$ I am here... the positive side is Ill be living at home therefore not paying rent... Im just so confused... I dont want to leave my friends here. There are only a few but they mean enough to me to cause a near panic attack everytime i try to make plans for the bay area... Im at one of those mis 20's crossroads where you dont know what you want or how to get it. Ive been toying with getting a resident ministry post at SCU which I think I would be great at, but im not in town for the interviews or info sessions so im not sure they will give me the time of day... I have though about being a substitute teacher, starting a studio, finding another sort of job at SCU, I want to go abroad but im afraid Ill never be able to because of my stupid student loans...
Why is life so hard? I hate Money!
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